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Dubstep

i like.

Being sick

is not the business..

On a better note! I'm happy with how things finally worked out. It's been one long ass year and I can finally take the burden off my shoulders for good. Thank you, seriously. Hopefully I see you more often!

To Do:
1) Cut back on cussing.
2) Get that zebra print throw for my bed.
3) Get one of those old-school looking storage trunks to put at the end of my bed.
4) Get a low dresser to put all the clothes that don't fit in my closet.
5) Finally hang up my Marilyn Monroe picture.
6) Find an animal fur rug to put in front of my bed.
7) Watch The Princess and the Frog!!

Early birthday

Everything was a success!!! One of the best birthdays yet. Birthday girl always has to get fucked up! Lol. Threw up after everyone left. Fucking dope lmao. I love my best friends. Thank you Rusty & Carolyn for helping me with everything. I love you guys :)
And thanks to everyone who came, I love you guys!

Back on track

I haven't updated this in a while, but then again, I haven't been active on aim, myspace, or facebook in a while. I think they're all pretty much dying. Myspace is only 50% active and facebook is only 50% active and therefore I can't leave either one of them. Ha. Anyways, I would just like to say that life has been going extra swell these past few months. It's had its ups and downs but the ups have definitely surpassed the downs. And all the drama that's happened this past month, me and Raven are and have been over it. Not that it ever phased us but you get my point. Anyways i've missed you girls; Myna, Aubrie, Raven, etc. The weekend was a good catchup day.

Birthday coming up. Kinda excited :) My brother came in my room today and gave me those eskuche headphones from Urban Outfitters today as an early birthday present. Appreciate it. I'ma try em out in a bit. Misha said the bass is dope so yeah. I don't really know what else to say since I only use this thing to vent and i'm in a carefree zone right now. I'm just waiting for my hair to finish so I can wash out this dye. Btw, Debbie helped me dye my hair and its the red that I always dye my hair but it always fades so I got a shade darker this time. Hopefully it comes out good! Oh yeah, and i'm hoping that Friday goes really smooooth also =)

Homecoming 09

Good shit last night.

Rant

Senior year, live it up. This weekend, let's live it up. Next weekend, let's live it up. Save the drama fo' ya momma but if someone's tryna start, then i'm finna finish. White boy homecoming date is wsup. Finding the perfect shoes. Debut practice with all the old faces will be my "blast from the past" that my horoscope talks about; old flings, old exs, old friends, etc. Can't wait to see all ya. Clearing things up with useless drama feels good. Getting close to people I never thought I would. Reconnecting. Freedom. Independence. Sobriety.. kinda. Dumping time-wasters. SINGLE LIFE. Working, finally. Youtubing Timothy DeLaGhetto, fsho! Keeping bestfrand's head up high. Seeing old West Co faces. Seeing old Rowland faces. Seeing old Walnut faces. Seeing old Arcadia faces? Soon, please. Getting close to all the boys again that I lost due to girlfriends -_- and the girls due to boyfriends, except for one. But what can we do about you? It's always like this. When he's gone you'll come back to us as always but it is what it is and we ain't sayin nothin' cause we love you regardless. Dgafin' all fucking day as always. And partying all fucking night like a nigga should. Deuces.

Real talk

Some people swear like I give a fuck.. Engrave it into your brains, people.

I don't give a fuck.
Nigga pleaseee.

Night Life

Last night, Cammie Hester Priscilla<3

House visits

Bestieboo is so funny. Made fun of Jacob all day today, haha. Double team! Hahahaha I love you bestay.
Everyone's always over nowadays since I have no homework and nothing better to do. So homies, visit me any day anytime! We can play Marvel Vs. Capcom and all those video games. And eat. That's all we do anyways.

P.S. I can't wait until booboo and I's birthdayssssssss! =)

It's time.

I haven't really blogged in a while so I think it's time! "TELL JACOB TO HOLD ON." -Bestieboo. SHEESH, shutup! Hahahaha. Alot of things have happened recently so i'll just do one of those anonymous "say what chu wanna say to them" type thangs.

1) Deleted.

2) Deleted.

3) Bestieboo. I love you. Same page all fucking day. You're my "can't live without for a day, gotta see you every day, higher level of thinking" bitch. Till we die, though. THE END.

4) "I don't like this." Me: "Don't like what", "Not talking to you 24/7." AW.

5) You. I miss you nigger. We don't even talk everyday like we used to anymore! Sheesh, good talk the other day though. Glad you're my partner. Best friends as partners, how cute! Couldn't be happier, I misss you.

6) Besteezy, I miss you. I can't imagine you not being there to talk to. Two classes last year and none this year? Sigh. We gotta keep up on that best friend tip. I'll be hitting you up a lot nowadays. Trust me, though. If I care, i'll keep up that effort to stay close. And I am!

7) Glad to be back on track. 10 years, put on pause, and now playing again. It feels good to have you back in my life.

It should be easy to find you. It's mostly you bffs anyways. Senior year..too chill. Colleges? I finally know what i'm gonna be and i'm determined to do it. Military? Okay, fine. Success all up in this bitch!

New

I started a new blog due to stalker issues. So for all of my close ones, add me on my other blog for any personal issues that I post up. But for ALL of you people that I don't know..or even talk to, go ahead and read this blog cause you all think you know what's behind my blog when you don't know the half of it. So assume anything you want. Just know that you're stupid. The end.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to you Frank Tsaur. I'm so happy to have you back. What better birthday present can you ask for than your best friends back. We've waited for this moment for a very long time. You're 18 now, so don't fuck up! I love you so so so much and see you tomorrow :)

I guess

I guess now I have to feel bad about posting up a blog cause your friends are hitting me up and defending you about this situation. But hey, I respect that. I'm glad that at least someone still has their best friend on their side. Maybe things were your fault, maybe they weren't. Maybe you're lying your way through this whole thing, or maybe somehow you're really telling the truth. But does it really matter? Whether it was you or your mom who caused a grip of us to go through all the pain, it was still our friend who had to go through a huge loss. I assume your opinions are biased because it obviously seems like you don't even try to understand our points of view. So how about I give you a mini explanation. He is our best friend, not just a friend, not just an acquaintance, but a best friend. I don't know how important your best friends are to you but you can imagine how important he is to us. You might think you care about him a whole lot, but we care about him tons more. Some of us have known him since we were kids, some just recently, but the times we spent together and all the memories we've made have determined the value of our friendships. Let me ask you this..How would you feel if one day your best friend could not talk to you because of the person they were seeing? Seriously. Put yourself in our shoes for once.

IYF

Today was an overall GOOD day. I wasn't supposed to go out but ended up anyways :) Picked up Cindy and went to Puente and finally got a little bit of shopping done! Caught up and everything. Met up with Russ, JJ, Womper, Phillip, Jun. Walked around and bumped into Frank bestfriend who i've missed! Robin calls me and tells me he got kicked out and is stranded, but turns out he was at the mall too with Drew and Josh. Bought clothes and stoged it outside. Went to Yes Plaza for Tea Bar and Kyochon YUMM. Came up with plans for our birthdays. Headed over to Sweet 16 which was eh but free fooood. Then Alex's birthday mo mo party which was alright. But pretty whack since I couldn't drink or anything cause I was driving..but those mo mo parties always turn out the same anyways so can't blame it. Got boring so headed over to Life to meet up with Will and Candy. Left pretty quick and went to Cindy's. Mission Accomplished. And we got to go home real real happy =)

Branding Iron

Rival football game Diamond Bar Vs. Walnut. Yeah, we lost. But whatever! We won all the years before so you guys got yours this year. We let you guys have it, ha! Anyways, it was fun seeing everyone all spirited and whatnot. And I saw alot of people that I haven't seen in a good while :) Afterwards was alright. Wasn't too much of a bust but it was okay. Cindy's cuzzo's birthday kickback. He ended up showing up.. -__- Sheeesh, awkward much? Then another jungle themed party after that which was pretty crackin' but po po had to show up like 15 minutes later, yikes. Then back to Cindy's cuzzo's and just kicked it. Finally saw Cindy since forever!<3 Gonna see her again today yay. But all in all, we bleed purple and gold all fucking day. So fuck mustangs! Yeeeee.

WOOHOO

Today has been such a good day! Schoool was chill and easy as always. Texted this lame nigga all day =) Ended up not working out and got delicious Chipotle with Candy instead! Went to target and found the cutest nail polish ever. Got home and called up momma to tell her I needed to go buy shirts and get a composition book and asked if I could use her credit card, so she said okay. But then Grace calls me and says she needs a ride home so I drive my ass from Chino Hills back to Diamond Bar and back to Phillip's Ranch to meet up with Rusty, Womper, JJ, and Sis. Grace, Womper, Rusty, and I go to Walmart in Phillips Ranch. Nothing. So we head over to Jamba Juice to get wheat grass for me and White Gummy Bear for Russss. Went to Michael's to get shirts and Staples to get a comp book which they didn't let me buy cause I wasn't the card owner! Whatever. So I go home and mom calls me down for a "talk." Turns out she got me a credit card wooot woot! Then after dinner, mommy takes me to Staples to get my composition book and we end up going to all the other stores down by the Spectrum and I got myself a grip of clothes! SO HAPPY.. All the while texting this lame nigga :) Leather jacket, new jeans, new panties, and new shirt!! Today was just too good of a day. Karma for giving Grace a ride =) Sheeesh. Hopefully the branding iron game tomorrow is fun! Okay that's alllllll folks.

3-day weekend

This 3-day weekend was a really really good one :) I did everything that I wanted to do and more. Partied 3 days in a row, high five me. Friday went to the pomona party but I got pretty fucked up before I got there so it wasn't that bad even though the party was whack. Saw Amber Memar again, white party people haha I always see her at parties! Then knocked out on Rusty's sidewalk cause I was a little too fucked up (= Lol. Saturday went to three different parties, Diamond Bar=jailbait party, then Rowland=chunti party, then Phillips Ranch KB. Finally something that wasn't gay. Played beer pong right when we got in haha. Pretty chill! Then on Sunday, another Phillip's Ranch KB which was pretty chill. Played two rounds of beer pong with big brother JJ and met a couple nice people! And then Diamond Bar party after which we didn't have money for but I saw Amber again! Ahaha. Then Bolsa Chica beach today! It was supposed to be Huntington but I guess we somehow found ourselves down the coast line at Bolsa Chica so whatever. Or as Rusty calls it "Bosta Rica." Lol...and HAHA YAY YOU GUYS ARE DUNZO. SUCK THAAAT BITCH!

Anyways! So i'm back on my partying spreeee. Woot. Adrian's this friday after the Diamond Bar Vs. Walnut rival football game! And hopefully, I can make it to Arcadia for another kickback with Cindy, who I missss<3, and John Choe, who I haven't seen in forever! Okay, late start tomorrow, payce!

They reminisce over you, my God.

So yesterday was a pretty good day! Afterschool, I dropped my car off at home and Francis picked me up at like 1:30. Went to Booboo's house and stoged it with Womprasong. Francis was hungry so we went to Rubio's at the Village while Booboo and Womprasong went to go pick up Sis and Tiff. Headed back to school to get Myna and I drove his G35! Yay, haha. Met up with Frazier at Myna's house and she came through with Aubrie, Rachel, Hayley, Raven, Stella, and Chelsea. Me and Francis went to visit Marvin bestfriend right quick then went back to his house to drop off his car and get draaaanks at like 4:30. Frazier followed us there. Took 2 shots with Francis while we waited for Frazier to get there, then took another shot with Raven, Chelsea, and Stella. Then they left and headed over to Red Robin's and so Francis and I took 3 more shots haha! Went to Rusty's to chilll with all the people rolling haha. Stoged it with them Jun and Phillip. Stayed there for a good while. The boys left to pick up Raeyon and finally came back and people swam and we took out the dranks and took more shots by the pool. I took another 2 shots with Jun and I poured him 7 more shots after that just for him. Hope you enjoyed your buzz! haha. Phillip and Jun bounced to go see Richard around 8 and we left soon after to get McDonalds and then meet the girls up at Ganesha High. Finally headed over to the party at like 9:30, Frazier couldn't merge so we got lost -__- and finally found our way back haha. Got there and met up with Melissa Kami<3, the party wasn't even crackin yet. "The Dj was just setting up." -_-x Anyways, the door person said girls were $1 but no one had money and the flier said it was free so we were all wtf. So Alfonso goes to the door and said he knows the guy having the party so he's all, "You have to let them in, this is my ex-girlfriend from 6th grade, 7th grade, 8th, freshman......and this is my girlfriend now!" Hahahah. Got in around 10 and it was barely crackin'. But the pool was empty so we got a couple pictures in there with all the girls. Melissa & I attempted to dance but didn't really work so it was pretty whack. Took another shot though and was pretty fucked up by then ha..But I saw all the people that I haven't seen in ages! Kevstarr, Josef, Chris Nguyen, Claude, Shannon, and others! Saw Amber there, my white party paaaypole haha! "Vivian! This is my boyfriend, Alex.. This is my friend Vivian, SHE'S ASIAN." LOL.. Anyways! Bounced cause no one was dancing and the girls had to go home, so we went back to Rusty's and kicked it there for like an hour. I was fucking goooooooone. Took like an hour to sober up enough to even stand up. And finally headed home, and knocked the fuckkkk out!

"Family" din din today/Chan Chan's going away dinner. It should be fun. I love the fam. I might go to Booboo's later to tan, not sure yet but those are the plans for the night :)

Things are lookin up

Everyday something new happens that gets my dopamine rushin'. Today was a long needed bonding time with my bitches at BWW. Funniest shit and I fucking missed them! And yesterday was the usual bonding time with my besties at BDUB. "Bitch got problems?" Haha fuckkkkkk it. Homecoming's coming up, it better be dope, I can't wait! Nocturnal is a no-go this year. It's coo though cause I can do without drugs and wasting $60+ for a ticket plus the cost of pills, an outfit, and all that shit. I'd rather save up for my senior year's Homecoming instead! Monster is a maybe as of right now. I'm gonna ask my mommy and if she's says no then it ain't a thang. I love my mom more than a rave. So no point in bitchin' about it. That job? Call me, fuckers. I need to start making my own money, I hate using my mama's card on everything. I feel bad. I hate asking her for money. Fuck the economy! Anyways, hoppin' back on that "partying hard." I missed it. I haven't partied since the end of June and I haven't gotten fucked up since July 4. Gotttta get on that asap! Partying again tomorrow ;) Saturday is "fam" din din. I love you guys, and gonna miss you ChanChan ): Stay safe over there in Georgia. Swimming @ Booboo's pad before we head over to Montclair for dinner to finally tan like i've been wanting to, sheeesh. Sunday is bffl time and maybe even other stuff, ya never know! Spontaneous is wsup! Lunch with the besties on Monday hopefully. The weekend is jam packed! Senior year, you're doing me good so far :) Don't let me downnnnn now.

P.S. I hope someone fun asks me.. )=

Anxious.

I'm anxious!! Can everything happen a little quicker please?! Sheeeesh. And can you call me back so I can start working already -__-.. C'mon nowwww!


But I guess Nocturnal isn't happening this year, but that's okay. I need money for Homecoming and it's senior year so I can't miss out on it! There's always Nocturnal next year. I'm leaning towards drug-free for a while. I'm looking forward to Monster. Hopefully I can pull through! After that, nothing until EDC '10! Yeeee. Oh, and Homecoming. It's early this year and I guess that's a good thing. I don't care though, I just wanna go! (=

Good Ol' Days

Back to the good ol' days where every weekend consisted of drankin', smokin', dancin', partyin'! Woooo! Senior year is way too fucking chill. No homework. Short classes. And early out every days. So I have to party to keep myself from dying of boredom. Bitches, I'm back =) And it's time to LIVE IT UP, niggeeees.

P.S. "Family" dinner on Saturday. Love them. Brothas, sistas, uncles, child. Hahaha, all gonna be there!
P.P.S. I wanna drive my mom's van lol!

Waiting.

So the wait continues, Booboo. It's depressing but that's life. I just can't wait till life works it's magic on us and things start to look up again. I'm HOPING though that if it comes during senior year then it's all happy and not a walking stress giver. Y'already know I hate when they come along with stress! When the first signs of stress appear, then PAYCE, dunzo. But i'll be so happy when finally, I get one different from the rest. Cause now it's apparent to me, I see more clearly now! Gotta make the smart choices now. Cause real talk..
"Don't live for today, but for tomorrow's satisfactions."

I see all these familiar faces back at school. Some pleasant, other's.. not so pleasant. Some are hella buggin'. I really wish that you'd mature up. But I know it's not going to happen. You're you. You do how you do. So i'm not gonna say anything. There is nothing I can do or say that will effect you. Time tells and I know it. So how 'bout you let me do me. Quit talkin'. Quit judgin'. Quit actin'. Cause you don't know wsup. Stop playing this stupid game. You tell someone something then tell me anotha. We WILL find out. And I've ALREADY found out. Stop tryna please others when you can't even please yourself. I don't even really know who YOU are. I know who I am, I know who she is. You don't gotta show me who she is. How 'bout you show me you this time? I'd appreciate it, and that's when i'll finally be satisfied with our relationship.

Happy times. Happy times. Don't leave me now.


P.S. Blogging's getting addicting again.
P.P.S. SENIOR YEAR, do me goooood, please
P.P.P.S. "But really can me and bestieboo stop waiting DAMN!!!! 16 years for me 2 weeks for her! SHIEEET NIGGA" - BOOBOO. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Y'know what?

I'm tired of posting dumb ass blogs and having you read them to find out how I feel. I'm just gonna tell you straight up. Too bad almost every way to contact you has been cut off! But i'll just blog out my feelings till I get a chance to talk to you. But it's time we considered not talking to each other for a while. I knew things would get awkward between us.. When do they never? Exactly the reason why I didn't want to start that whole thing in the first place. I was so happy with the way our friendship was and now it's all fucked up. It sucks, it really does. Hopefully later on, thing's improve. Well, that's only if you want them to. If not, then it's coo. I ain't trippin. So i'll catch ya on the flip side, nigga! Deuces.

ON ANOTHER NOTE
Gonna go swimming with a very missed nigga right after school! :) This heat is KILLIN'. Must tan, and must never look like ChanChan..ever.

SENIORS

First day of school today. Got out at 11:09. Zero period is eh, didn't do shit though, sat there. First period T.A., didn't do shit, sat there. Second period Econ, didn't do shit, wrote down rules. Third period dance, sat there. Rally A, worst rally ever ): Seniors lost the spell out...what, the, HELL! I heard they won second rally spell out. Good job, though mah niggas :) Fourth period english with Henson, ya craazy asss nigga. She talked to us about the wierdest shit and told girls to get rid of their boyfriend's senior year HAHA. "Boyfriends are stress and you don't need that senior year." Ahahah, AMEN though. And then we saw her..She looks hella different. Not necessarily good different either. Yeah..Mos def not good different. Aha. All in all, the first day of school was hella boring. I actually kinda wish I had some homework to take up some of my time. We got pho after school in Walnut cause fuck DB! and then just cruised around for like 3 hours and then when there was seriously nothing to do, we finally headed back home. It was still like 1:45ish when I got home, though -_- I neeeeed a job to take up some of my spare time, seriously. Give me that call back already pleeeeease! )=

But SENIORS ARE WSUP. The underclassmen are WHACK.

Single

LIFE. Back to the most missed part of my life! Aha. Bullshit free, stress free, having fun, and livin' it up like it's supposed to!<3 It's time to get back to school, though. This last week of summer has been hella unproductive. So that's why i'm kinda glad school's made it's way back around. I get out at like 10:17 on the first day anyways so I have to go to school for about 3 hours and then I can kick it again after! Catchin' lunch with all the closests. Hopefully, when we head back, it'll be drama free and stress free like we seniors imagine. New friends, old friends, school dances, and all the good stuff. All the while, Booboo and I sit back and wait for it to just come to us, cause when you wait instead of running around searching for it then it'll all be worth it in the end. And plus I think you're so freaking cute haha! BooBoo knows :) Time to swoooop in. LOL. Senior year .. It should be fun! It's the last year till we're off on our own so appreciate it while it lasts. On the other hand, I really hope I get that job so i'll have something useful to do from 4-9 everyday. And i'll be making that cash monay so it's all good in the neighborhood. Oh yeah, and I hate driving. I really do -__- So pick me up from now on please, thank you!! Okay well, nothing else to blog about. I just did this cause I was bored as fuh. Payce!

No title.

I just want to blog to get a couple things off my chest before school starts. So first things first, Things are going a little downhill now. Stress, annoyances, boredom, etc. It all starts, though, because of you. Of course, I care. But not enough anymore. So although it's not a good thing, there is still an up side to it. I know what I need and what I need isn't you. You're supposed to make me happy, and forget about all the bad out there. Be there for me when i'm having a bad day or just be the one thing I look forward to talking to every day even when nothing else is going my way. But I see myself having to push you away because your the very thing that puts me down. So where do I turn to then? All I have are my best friends. You say you get jealous cause i'm always with them or we have that connection and you're not at that point with me yet. But why do you think things are that way? I guess it's just cause we'll never connect in that fashion. But that's okay. Certain people click and others don't so there's nothing we can do but push each other away for good. I'm glad, though. Better sooner than later. But I guess I was right from the start. I didn't want it, but I gave it a chance.. Turned out to be worse than I would have ever thought. So there ya have it, first instincts are almost always accurate and my first instinct was at least 150% accurate. On the other hand, from the first day I told you that I didn't wanna lose our friendship so hopefully that's still wandering around somewhere in our relationship.. hopefully.

The last week of summer has been a little dull. We try to cram in so many events and we haven't followed any of them. There's nothing left to do but head back to school now. Luckily, there was not one day in my summer where I thought, "I just wanna go back to school now." Up until today, I think fun time has finally drained through the hourglass and it's time to get back on track! College apps are due mid-November but after those are all turned in and taken care of, life should be good. Back to our natural highs, yeah? Ha. This summer has been full of artificial euphoria. Am I right or am I right, BooBoo? Although the down side of going back to school is the fact that we'll all dread getting up any earlier than 12pm. Sucks. Oh well, i'll be out by 12 and going back home for those afternoon naps. Then HOPEFULLY, I can start work and start working from 4pm-9pm and making some cash money cause my wallet is completely dry now. Then after all that, hopefully we can find a nice boy who is actually worth lifting a finger for. They're like 4 leaf clovers nowadays. So fucking hard to find! Haha. And at the same time, maintain all these friendships we've made throughout this lovely summer of 09. Thank God we made it through this summer safely and healthy. We pray for everyone who was caught up in the accident yesterday night but life goes on, and with time, people will start to realize that. Say goodbye to those nice summer nights and say hello to my new Econ and math book. Woopee.

Summer 09

Summer's coming to an end! Just one more week and Diamond Bar and Walnut kids are all back in school. No big though, since summer's been pretty damn good to me. Were all slightly stressing, though. Cause of college apps and personal statements and all that shit which I haven't even started on yet, sheesh. And I still need to return my books, pay my late fees, check out my senior books, and get a 4th period sticker so I can get out at 12 -_-. Laggin' it! I'll get it all done this week. I have alot of back to school shopping to do! Sunday, let's go! So..SENIOR YEAR. Driving to school, the senior lot, getting out early, chill ass classes, good friends? I hate this tension that's built up between us. Damn, I just wish you wouldn't have been in whatever stage you went through to ignore us all. I hope you know that when school starts, it's gonna be hard to gain back our friendships and that's for damn sure. You've created this awkward vibe that everyone's tryna ignore. The only way we can ignore it, is to ignore you, sadly. We'll see what happens when school starts. First day lunch? Gonna grab lunch somewhere far. Fuck Diamond Bar! Haha, hopefully me and Booboo rekindle some old friendships along the year and find some people worth waiting for. THANK YOU to all the people who made my summer<3 And FUCK YOU to all you who impaired it. Once college apps are all turned in, i'll finally get the freedom i've been waiting for! Yogurt today? Mm..Virginia Blends :) Deuces.

P.S. I FUCKING HATE LIARS.

Relaxin'

Summer has been fucking chilllllll. Everyday with the usuals. BestieBOOBOO, Peelup, WOMPrasong, Big brother, Sis, etcccc. What else could you ask for? We all know what summer 09 is about, though. Rollin' rollin' rollin'. Lol. You guys should really cut back, it's for your own health ): I'm just concerned that's all cause you know I love each and everyone of you! More chillin' tomorrow, though. Gonna buy Love Fest outfit with bestiebooboo. More wasting of the money but s'all for a good cause haha. Love Fest is gonna be dope. I just hope you start being around more. It's like you're there sometimes, but when I really fiend for you..you're no where to be found. Sucks, but gotta have it. I'm in too deep and I can't turn back now. So hopefully things start to look up between us. On the other hand! Besties and booboo's are always around..love it! Registration today also. I get out at lunch so the year is gonna be chill as fuck. I love my life and everything going on in it..and nah! It's not the ecstasy. It's allll real :)

Excited.

Lovefest...I'm so excited!!!!

Balboa

Balboa beach today with the dailys. The waves were crazy! Rubio got hit by a huge wave and flipped a couple times back onto shore..haha pretty funny. That's because he's not hurt, that is. Too bad my right thumb is purple and swelled up now -__- Ahem, thanks Feelup! ^_^ Naht. Just kidding. Crystal's after and saw all the people that i've missed. Hit up Mcd's afterwards and headed home. Chill day overall! Family time tomorrow, can't wait. Well, the weekends over so that means back to my usual busy Mondays and Wednesdays. See you soon, though, bestie boo<4. Love you, you, you and all the rest. Payce then bloggers!

Update.

I NEVER UPDATE THIS SHIT ANYMORE.

EDC

It was so fucking dope! Met up around 2 at Alex's. Didn't head out till 4:20ish. We were the last ones ): Oh well, got in around 6:30! Umi & I met up with Arcadia people, watched Cosmic Gate. Then found Will and Marvin finally. GATE 7. Back there at 8. Popped. Umi popped a WHITE Euro. Janky shit like last time. She was trippin' out for about 3 hours, lol. It's funny now that we look back at it! Rubio and Stepho came outta nowhere! :) Kaskade came on. My favorite. Groove Armada, bomb. Couldn't stop dancing. Benny fucked up. 40 minute delay due to sound technical difficulties or something. Popped again around 12 and got Umi a better pill this time. Benassi finally came on around 1, a little bit disappointed that he didn't at least play Bring the Noise ..but still couldn't stop dancing! David Guetta was amazing! Still dancing. Popped the last half around 1:10. Date left around 2 ): Then watched Paul Van Dyk with Andre, Will, Rubio, and Stepho. We stood on the chairs and danced. We wore those glasses that make the lights look all crazy! The stage turned into a huge lightshow. Finished my brand new pack of Marlboro Menthols by the end of PVD.. I think I smoked like 9, maybe 10 aha. Gave away the rest. Kept my roll going pretty strong though! Vicks every couple minutes, eyes, nose. Haha. Headed back to the car and tragic scene )': Got back to Will's around 7:00am. Crashed there with Rubio, Stepho, Andre, Marbs, Alex, and Umi. Tried to sleep but the heat was killin! Made fun of Umi from the night before LOL. Then headed home around 5pm today. 10 hours isn't enough ): So..Hardfest? Nocturnal? Monster Massive? TAO? How Sweet? EDC 2010?! (: Pictures coming up!

Update.

GOING TO EDC!! 2 MORE DAYS AND COUNTING!!! :)
The group is dope. Love the boys, love the girls. Meeting up with the Arcadia homies.
The Troy, Walnut, Diamond Ranch, Rowland, and other Db people, if I can reach them! It's gonna be tight.

Finally.

I finally confronted you. I told you exactly what was on my mind; How I thought you were being dumb, How I think you don't think before you do something, How you don't realize that you're effecting all the people around you, How you don't think about how you're parents..or friends would think of you. Oh, and PLEASE never say you have "DOWN SYNDROME" again, or I will slap you cause.. that's a retarded thing to say. You're not down, it's more like stupid. Sorry though, I'm still disappointed deep down and it's coming out of my blog but whatever. Anyways, I finally got it through your head the mistakes your making and laid it down, straight up. Get better, make some better choices, and I love you.

On another note...
EDC 09 is right around the corner and I could not be more excited! Please don't let me down Jojo. I'm way too excited to be disappointed now. Thank you, you're the best! And yes. Guilty as charged. Cause I love love love kandy<3

I Quit.

Done with it..or most of it. I see the people around me turning into these e-tards who pop shitloads of pills at once and it disappoints me. Especially when it's some of my closest friends who are turning into these people that..I don't even know anymore. If you haven't noticed, i've been distancing myself from you people and I want to say something to you but I can never build up the nerve to confront you with it. Hopefully I will really soon, though. But honestly, if you keep doing all this shit that you know isn't right, i'm done with this friendship. I don't want to be around people like you. Once in a long while is okay, but popping that much for your first time? Nuh uh. Who are you? Even your family member says they miss the old you. I guess when we don't hang out for a while, this is what happens. Whatever though, it's your life and i'm just waiting for you to come around. If not, then deuces.

Summer

We're gonna be seniors next year. It's gonna be the best year. Driving, working, cash money, early-out every days, and chill classes. Oooooh weeee :)
Summer 09, WSUP!

09 Seniors.

It's the seniors' last week this week. It didn't exactly hit me until today when they played that video with "pictures and sad song" on the Stampede aka pictures from this school year and of course, played Vitamin C-Graduation. It's sad every year and it always will be when a new group of seniors leave. I'm gonna miss all the seniors that I made memories with ): but that doesn't mean that i'm not still excited for Summer 09! I'm gonna take pictures this week with all the seniors that I love & will miss bewwy much so pictures coming up. But on the other hand, after this summer, senior year?! :)

Prom 09

Nogales Prom. May 9, 2009.
Eunice came over in the morning and helped me get ready. Then Stema came over and we took a million pictures at my house. Went to X-Pose at 2 and took our pictures. Waited for the rest of the group for like 3 hours -__- Quiznos, CVS, Joghurt. Picked our pictures (I look nasty in all of them.) Everyone else finally came. Then we spent like an hour taking group pictures, girls' pictures, & boys' pictures. Finally left for the dance and got there around 8:15. The dance was so funnnn! Kirst, Chels, Tiff, Jerilyn, Adrian, Anthony, Josef, Claude, and Stema. 3 hours felt like 30 minutes. Went to the hotel after and got home around 3:40. Dooooope night and fun group, mhm :)

Happy.

I love my new bed, 'nuff said.

Spring Break

So the start of my spring break has been pretty good minus the fact that i'm already sick. Ugh. Stuffy nose, sore throat, possibly tonsillitis, and my voice is almost completely gone. Anyways, here's a recap of my weekend.

FRIDAY Minimum day, got out at 12:11 and went to mi casa with Best to get my thangs together and whatnot. Pops took us to Puente round 1:30 and picked up a couple things from Forever ;) Met up with Joe & Mish and went to Lee's Sandwiches around 3:30 and then took Mish home. Stopped by Starbucks to get my new drank, 7 pumps classic, baby. Headed back to Puente and met up with AJ, Zulfy, Bryan, Garrett, Kent, and more. Saw J.Play for the first time in forever! Talked for a while, caught up on a lot. Saw Francis & Ezekiel from Walnut. Then went outside while the boys stoged for a lil bit. Met up with Mel finally! Met some random people that we always see at the mall, aha. Got picked up and went to Cheesecake Factory for Candy's birthday! Saw all the homies. Ate, and headed out to San Gabriel. Fail. Went ghost hunting, haha. Then headed home around 1. Drove myself home!

SATURDAY Woke up all late and didn't go out till around 6:30. Went to Brea with Eunice and got summo' thangs! I didn't know stores closed at 7 on Saturdays -__- Walked to Carl's Jr and got Jamba Juice, white gummybear, yum =) Got picked up by my moms & pops around 10:30. Eunice pretended to "get picked up" and went out again 'round 12. Rene kept hitting us up cause he was scared waiting outside Andre's house, haha. So I got dropped off at home and my brother let me take his car out. Picked up Stephan, then picked up Rene and went to Nico's house. Andre & Matt D came & hookahed and drank except I couldn't -_-. Stayed there till like 4 and got kicked out cause we were being too loud, haha. Andre took Matt D home & I took Rene home. Met up with Dre and Stephan at McDonald's and had nothing to do. Uh, jerk battle? Ha. Got McDonald's and slept in the car for a while, then decided to go to Frank's! Surprise visit?(: Slept there till 6:50 and headed home! Took Eunice home and got home at 7:20ish. Parents were already awake so I had to thuglife that shit to get in the house and knocked out. T'was a chill night!

SUNDAY Fam day. Woke up at 4:30 and had to get ready for dinner with the family. Took medicine and knocked out cause I want my voice back, please ):

TODAY Marbs & Viv day cause I missed you! Bout to head out so i'll update this laaaaater.

Chill.

So I decided to stay home today just because I figured I never ever ditch school and I always go to school even if i'm sick. Woke up this mawnin and told mama that I wanted to stay home so I went back to sleep and woke up at like 10:30, then I went with the pops to Albertsons to buy snacks. Bought $80 worth of food and snacks so i'm pretty happy about that. Cheese Ritz, Cheezits, Chips Ahoy, Oreos, Pop-tarts, Tortilla chips, Jalapeno Kettle Cooked Lays, Cheese dip, French Onion Dip, 4 cans of Arizona, Empinadas, Chicken tacos, Peanut Butter Crunch<3, TGI Bacon and Cheese Potato Wedges, and more more more food :) Now, i'm just waiting till school's out. Bestfriend's gonna stop by and bring me cookies (= And maybe go out somewhere? Then gym tonight. No homework so it's gonna be a cheeel day!

Hi Bestfriends

Cause it's ya birthday! Happy 17th Birthday babies. I hope your birthday thang yesterday was worth it all and i'm pretty damn sure it was! We caught up on all those good laughs that we used to always have. And it's been foreva eva since we all hung out together as the group. Well, this is how it always should have been. Ya'know, tha five of us, all fitting into ONE car, not two, and getting together waaaay easier. CCEJV, the ones that are down for each other, MHM. Anyways, ya'll already know I love you guys. And I hope you two had good birthdays =) & I know, I know, yesterday was a good birthday! Todai, "shopping," bonding, boy updates, the "Kiss Wink" HAHA, lying boutcha birthdays, 3 plates of food 2 bowls of ramen 1 crepe 1 green tea icecream and a buncha fruit & mini cakes & cookies. Yup. Alright, picture time! I love my babygirls.






Now, a video of us singing Happy Birthday to the birthday girls. OH & how could we forget Jenny's infamous Kiss Wink, HAHAHA. Oh, just watch the video and you'll seeeeeee.

Sadies!

It was the first night that wasn't a bust for us four! It was fun :) But i'm poooooped so i'm gonna knock out. FULL UPDATE TOMORROW!

UPDATE
All day, the girls were thinking up the perfect plans for the whole day. We even got all the times planned out and everything and we were all talking about who were gonna be the LATE ones and who were gonna be the ones that were actually on time! Turns out, everyone was late aha. Anyways, Jenny convinced her dad to let her drive since she has an 11pm curfew. He let her drive! Girls were all excited for our huge group. The day went by so slow but finally finally the last bell rang and everything was 'boutttta get good :)

Afterschool, my pops picked Eunice and I up from school and stopped by my casa to pick up all my stuff for tha day! Then he dropped us off at Marv's house around 3:40. Cheeeled for a little bit then got ready; hair, make up, eyebrows, changed, everythang. Time went by so fast and it was already 5. Josh came. By the time Marv, Eunice, Josh and I were all ready to go, it was already 5:30. Fml, late. Got to Life around 5:45ish! Met up with Carolyn, Connie, Howie, Jenny, Francis, Myna, and Jonathan. Took cue pictures. MHM CUTE. Aftaaaa, the original plan was Yoshinoya but Josh Marbs Jonathan & Myna all forgot that they couldn't eat meat! So we went back to Rowland for sushi @ Niko Niko! Boys couldn't figure out how to pay the bill cause Francis only had a Debit and we were running late on schedule. Doors close at 8:15 and it was already 7:50. We all went outside and turns out Jenny and them ran out on the rest of the bill ! Aha -_- Hoe came out to talk to us cause Jenny already drove away and said she'd call the cops on us. Then, nigga gave me attitude. Fucked the bitch up! HAHA naaht! We called Jenny to come back to pay for her bill. Rushed back to Dbh and the lines were looong so we were goood. Got in, rock climbed, danced, danced, pictures, danced, danced, danced, dance some more, got Jamba Juice!, then danced again! We were all sweating, Eunice looked like she washed her hair :) HA. Marvin: "BEND OVER BITCH." HAHAHA. Worked Josh oh y'knowwww. Marvin and Eunice got their wristbands cut cause the GLC's saw them being nastay, aha. Then the last 10 minutes, the girls danced on the boys against the wall, cause eff the teachers (= The dance went by so faaast ): Josh had to go home cause he had Sat's next day! Watched TV at Marvs house & wanted to knock outttt. Went to Jack in the Box 'round 1, got food, then got home around 1:30. Fun nightttttttt, spanks you sadies date, J. Boss! and Myna, Jonathan, Jenny, Francis, and bestfwen Eunice & Marbs. Love you all <3


Tha Boys.


Tha Girls.


Tha Dance.


Tha Date!

Two more days.

We finally got everything planned out, bought, made, put togetha and more. We're gonna try our bestests to make this night as fun as possible and NOT a bust like all those other times when it's just us four. Sorry for everythang this past week, we owe ya both. So I hope you boys are ready! =)

Homehs

Today really really made up for last night's break down. It sucked but we're over it now, so dgaf.

So I woke up this morning around 11ish cause my mommy woke me up & told me to go eat these teriyaki meatballs cause she just bought 'em from Costco and was excited for me to try them .. Haha, I love my mommy. Then momma & daddy left around 11:30 and was out for a couple hours. Open pad for a couple hours, too bad i'm not thug enough to invite people over to kick it haha. Anyways, started getting ready around 1:00 and Eunice came over around 2ish, and we finished getting ready together. We coincidently came out matching .. again. Haha, bestfwends, oh y'knowww. Then called Marvin & talked about stuff, bleh. Justin picked us up around 3:30 and we headed over to JJ's. Went to the smoke shop for some supplies ;) After, we went to Tea & Crepes for the boba I was craving and then to Vons to meet up with Frank & Cindy. Bought a buncha chips, food, marshmellows, chocolate, graham crackers, wood, lighter fluid, a lighter, starter wood, salsa, bounty, dranks dranks & mo' dranks, and otha stuff which all came out to about 90$. Yes, we're fat. After, headed over to Huntington! Found an open pit and set up all our shiet. 5 people walking through the deep ass sand carrying 90 dollars worth of stuff in plastic bags, wood, and/or drinks, with JJ sitting by the pit not doing anything, ahah -__-. Anyhoes, set up all our shet & layed all our towels down around the pit & started up the fire asap. Opened up alla the chips & finished the salsa within a couple minutes. Then watched the sunset for a bit :) & started making smores around 5ish, Idk why. We ran outta food FAST and had way too many drinks. We ran outta firewood so we asked around and these nice paypoles let us have a trashcan full of wood! Then set up the hookah. Rotation went surprisingly smooth aka Eunice & I didn't hog it this time, haha. Then Frank started throwing random crap into the fire. He put the salsa GLASS bottle in cause he thought it would melt -_- Too bad glass explodes when it gets to hot ... Yeah, so we made him take that shit out. Then he starts putting half drinken soda cans in and paper and anything else he could find. Hookahed for a couple hours & took a buncha pictures. Alfred came by later. Then when we were packing up, Frank, being the smart guy that he is, puts an unopened soda can in the fire so we're all rushing to pick everything up before the can explodes but we can't see shit cause it was dark out haha. Waited a little for the can to explode, took to long so we bounced. Went to Frank's house, his mommy made us all food and we all just watcheda couple recorded episodes of Unwrapped while we ate fried rice & homemade pho. Talked & chilled :) Then Justin took everyone home!
I think hookah again tomorrow?! (=

Night Life.

Last night/this morning.
So I was home all day until about 7:30. Bowling plans got cancelled cause the wait was 2 hours, eff that! I picked up Eunice bestfwen & we went to Frank's house to meet up with everyone; Cindy, Justin, Nick, & Omar. Then we all went to Birch in Brea in two cars! We were supposed to watch a movie but no one wanted to pay, ha so we went to Kaitlyn and Eunice & I "got" some stuff and freaked out so we ran away back to Frank's car LOL. Then everyone just hung out in the cars till we figured out something to do! Finally, we decided to go to Revin's to hookah. Frank didn't wanna go )= So Cindy, Eunice, & I stuffed in Justin's car. Stopped by taco bell and we were all in a rush cause I thought Andre was already on his way. Justin "Uh, can we leave now? Cause I just farted like 8 times right there." HAHAHA. So we were all packed in Justin's car when we left and everyone was eating. Then we got on the free way and we swerved like hell once cause no one could decide which freeway to take until the last second. So we met up with Josh & Andre at Nogales Burgers. I rode with them cause Justin's car was packed. Finally got there at like 11. Revin lives fucking far -__- Anyways, hookah was a fail in the beginning. Party fouled like 3 times the whole night, lol sorry (= Party foul number 1) Blew the coals too hard and they fell on the table, ash everywhere. oops. Nick's party foul) Cleaned up the ash with a tissue but then it smeared everywhere, haha. Party foul number 2) After we moved the hookah to the pool table outside, I blew the coals too hard again & they fell on the pool table & burned through. oops. Party foul number 3) I was heating up the coals on the stove with the tongs and when I was walking back outside, I dropped the coals on the floor. No one knows about this party foul. LOL. oops! So after we hookahed a couple rounds, Josh went home. Then the hookah started going. Eunice & I were hookah fiends, mhm. Mark, Kevin, & Carlo came by with another hookah & dranks & starbursts! After we got some good coals, Andre's hookah started working & they got the third hookah going. Then we went crazy on hookah pictures & shotgun videos. After like 2 hours of hookah, we had to bounce but the hookah was just getting really good so we stayed for a little longer! Left at 1 something.
Took home Omar, then Nick, then Cindy. Went to Andre's house and we took out his car cause we didn't wanna go home. Justin went home cause his mom was calling but Eunice saved his ass by talking to his mommy. Then stopped by Denny's to pee & get water! After that, I drove (= And we went to Jack in the Box and got tacos. Drove to 24 in Walnut and ate in the car then went inside so we could go in the jacuzzi & sauna & steam room. The pool closes from 12am-5am. Whack. Called Frank around 3 and asked if we could go over. So we headed over and chilled for a little bit then we all slept at 4. We set an alarm at 5 on Frank's annoying ass alarm clock. Shit went off at 5 and woke everyone up haha. They were all still tired and didn't wanna go home so we slept till 5:30, thuglife. Frank & I got up at 5:15 and waited for Andre & Eunice. We were all about to go get some breakfast but we figured that would be our ass cause we all had to be home. So Andre, Eunice, & I left. I drove myself home and then Eunice went home and Andre drove himself home. Got back around 5:45am. Everyone was knocked out. Yay.

Yup. That's the good life!



"If they get to shotgun, I get to jack off" -Justin
HAHA.

Better today.

So today was a goooood day. & It completely made up for yesterday's drama filled day.

So first, afterschool, Eunice & I go back to my house and kick it for a while. Hair, make up, nails, & shtuff. Then we hit up Puente Hills at around 6:00 and the fun starts! We saved ..probably about 200$ today! Yay for five finger discounts, haha. Old Navy, Victoria's Secret, & othas. Happy happy. Then we attempt to get some free Souplantation but that failed. Whack. So I settled for Musubi at L&L which was bombskies. Hit up Frank around 10ish. Pops picked us up and took us back to my house to get our work out shtuff then Frank picked us up & we headed over to 24! Frank, Eunice, Nick, Justin, & I. The boys went to do their man work out while us girls went cycling for a good 15 minutes! Then got on the treadmill and jogged for another good 15 minutes! Went down to change into our swim suits, called the boys over & went in the steam room for a while. ERRYONE was sweating HAHA. Eunice & I dipped in the pool before we got in the steam room but the boys went straight in and came out lookin like they just got outta the pool, haha. Josh & Ceasar visited for a lil bit. After they left, we all got changed & headed back to Frank's house around 12ish. Then got gas and stopped by Coconut Bay and got the thai tea I was craving & headed home. Got back around 1.

Dope day!

Valentine(s).

It was a semi-good day. Sorrry boys, didn't mean what I said in the car. Shanks you both for comin' out :) & thanks for those cute, corny little stuffed animals, haha. Oh! & ice cream =) And to my official valentine, Eunice bestfwen Kim, I love you!








My Valentine's Day Kiss ;)

Just cause.

Just cause I'm so bored that i'm gonna blog. Well it's the first of the month & there's alot coming up! This is the first weekend of being OFF lockdown, finally! Too bad I got myself back onto lockdown by the end of the weekend, haha -__- Anyways. Recap of this weekend.

Friday: Headed over to Marvin's pad afterschool and just chilled. Made quesadillas & watched a movie. Then Godfrey came & I braided his hair. Then he played 2k9 with Marv while I slept. Then I played! Haha, made a half court shot, MHM :) Anyways, I get really crazy when I play. It's all "Nigga this, nigga that." It's actually pretty fun, haha! & It got really intense .. well for me, at least. Ha, & it started getting really hot so I had to stop haha. Godfrey left and Marv & I were just camera whoring until Rene & Shannon came. Kicked it foreveeeeer. Then Ryan & Matt came by while Rene went out to pick up Josh. We all just sat around on the couch doing NOTHING while we waited for Marv & Josh to finish playing 2k9. Then FINALLY we went out for Pho. Too bad it was closed ): Went through the Burger King drive-thru. Said "NVM" through the middle of our order & left, haha. Then headed over to Danny's in two cars. Got there and all the boys ate. I got this mad headache ): & drank a shitload of water. Marvin went to play beer pong and lost. My headache went away & the night got better :) Texted Eunice bestfrand all night. & took a bunchaaaaa pictures! Left at around 12 and walked back to the car. Marvin was fucked up, haha. He pissed everywhere & anywhere & any way, on the wall, in a bush, on a driveway, in front of Josh's mom, while running across the street cause cars were coming, anything HAHA. The ride home was chill, Marvin wouldn't shutup, he drunk dialed Eunice haha. Got dropped off & Marvin ran outta the car to go find a place to piss again hahaha but they called him back. Chilllll night.

















Saturday: Went to Marvin's house again! Rene was over. Cooked food for the boys again & watched the Exorcist. Scurrrrry. Kicked it at Marvin's for the longest time. Then Eunice came. Headed over to Janelle baby's for a visit. Haven't see her in forever! Walked back to Marv's, that hill was a bitch. Chilled outside, the night was almost a bust, but then got a ride & watched Marvin & Rene play beer pong. One round of hookah with Eunice & headed home. Got some Mcdonald's! The night was ALMOST a bust. But then I got home around 12:30 and my mom comes in my room and REALLY busted the night. On lockdown for 2 more weeks. FUH. Haha. Whatever.









Today: Eunice & I thought up this master work out plan. It's gonna work! :) & figured out all our plans to get out while were on lockdown, yeeeeep. We looked up some wierd shit online LOL. Made myself the peanut butter sandwich i've been craving. And since i'm done with this blog now, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna be bored again.