Locked the fuck down.

UPDATE: So yesterday was probably the most boring day of the week. Eunice, Jaz, & I and others were all on lockdown. We were probably the most bored outta alllll ! Myspaced, blogged, Aim, slept, ate, did my hair, all this shaaat just to keep me busy. We started texting Shan, Josh, & Marv cause they were all out together and they stopped texting us so Jaz called Shan, Eunice called Marv, and I called Josh at the same time. Kept us entertained for a good ..5 minutes -_- Haha, we were desperate for action bahaha. Hung up, texted them for a while and tried to figure out where they were but faggots all told us someplace different, Efffffff ya allll ! Jaz, Eunice, & I all blogged so we could read each others when we were done haha, except I didn't get to it till now! Ha then got in a good 5 hour talk with Marbs<3 then ktfo.



1/25/09 PS. Happy Chine$e New Year$ Eve! :)

- Back from the family dinner @ the cousin's place in west co!
Oh I love Chine$e New Year$!

Lockdown

Still on lockdown with absolutely nothing to do, but blog ha. So I guess i'll recap on the main parts of this week.

Tuesday; Rubios, got to see my west co boys & got in a good girls day with Jenny, Eunice, & Karmyna.

Thursday; didn't go to school & got my muh'fucking license!, finaaaally.

Friday; School, then Marv's house. Kicked it with Jaz, Eunice, Marbs, Shan, Rene, & Josh. Chilllleeeed, youtubes, shlept, played servant with Marv LOL, Goodluck Chuck, drove Shan's car :), Coconut Bay, took Eunice home, stopped to get gas, faggots made me fillup by myself -__-, then took myself home, hugs, then knocked the eff out!

Okaaaaay, shlayp time. G'dnight!


Sawp Marbs: you can blog marbs is the hot shit

Gahdamn good day.

So I slept hella late last night cause I had to stay up to deal with some bullshit. I didn't actually sleep till around 2a.m. Ugh. Anyways, so this morning I wake up all tired and whatnot. Brush teef, wash face, alla that & surprisingly feel super awake! So I head over to school, late for my 7:30 class as always, then walk in and Mr. Holmes asks me if I want a cookie, haha! Unusual but good way to start off my day.. the chocolate chip cookie was bomb but the right side of my throat was hella dry -_- Go to second, new seats. I sit right next to Dazon.. again. Got a gripload of candy from our activitay! Then brunch rolls around and me & some of the girls go to the bathroom and talk about what was gonna go down at lunch later today then walk outta the bathroom and guess who we see! HA. Head ova to 3rd period dance after brunch. Got new people in the class =) Our group gets to DANCE OUT "A rollercoaster at a themepark." Always the fave period. Fourth period, new seats, gay gay. Lunch rolls around. The babygirls head over to the little slut. Cuss cuss, regulate regulate, school the bitch, make for damnsure she knows not to run her mouth EVA AGAIN, or it's going down, that's our promise. First good thing of the day! .. then Fifth period, get grades, yay A. Sixth period, our chillllll & do nothing period. Bell rangs.

Afterschool.
Run outta 6th period, yell at Myna to hurry her ass cause Fayzai is waiting at Rubio's and said he has to leave at 3 -_- Find Eunice and tell her to the hurry the fuck up & get her folder and run her ass back to us cause we had to get to Rubios before he leaves. Geeez. Finally get to Rubio's. Bump those Gucci Bananas (HAHA) like always. Go inside & see Marvs, Josh, Rene, & Shannon. The second good thing of the day =) Tacos hit thaaaa spot! Super sketchy about talking to him but finally did it before he left, even though I didn't really get a chance to but at least I did.It was the first time talking to Carlo in about 4 months, not exactly satisfied cause he had to go, but a little relieved. Third good thing of the day. On the real, I've fucking missed our friendship. Bleh. Me & the girls head out and while Karmyna's saying bye to the boys, me, Jenny, & Eunice bone out to the car and lock Myna out, start the car, and start to drive. Myna gets on the back of the car cause she doesn't wanna get ditched and we ride around the parking lot tryna pass as many people as we can to make Myna feel retarded HAHAHAHA, couldn't stop laughinggggg. 4th thang that made my day today.

Home.
Mom yells at me for phone bill. Says she's gonna take away my phone and sees me on my lappy & says she's gonna take that shit away too. Mom lectures me, Dad lectures me, then even my brother comes in & lectures me, gahd! Cried like shit ): Vented to bestfwends online and felt a widdo better. Got a cute phone call that got me feeling alot bettta :) Showered & my eyes are still sticky & eyelids still heavy. I'm finally done writing down all the numbers in my phonebook -_- .. or at least the important ones! Okaaaay, boring ass blog today I know but I had to post one cause it was a guhreat day for the most part. Kay well homework time so bye babies.

PS. No pictures from today cause I left my cam in the car when we got out, booooo.

If I take one more drank

I'm gon' end up trying to pretend to be sober to the po-po. Yay!, haha. Oh, what a night. The night was pretty funny now that I look back at it. "EVERYONE NEEDS TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!.. BECAUSE I JUST LOST MY NOSE RING." Hahahaha. But me & Chels were real champs last night, aha! Damn, and when we were all in that room, I didn't know I was the last one and some fucking asshole cop slapped my back cause I wouldn't get up but I was just pretending to sleep so it freaking hurt.. dick. Haha -_- Anyways, it was a pretty good night until people started heading over to Chino Valley but good thang they're all okay! I love you best friend, sorry for the night, i'm a bad influence ): Glad everyone's safe & most of you not in trouble. The smell of nail polish remover, antibacterial, or rubbing alcohol is gonna make me feel sick for a whileeee. Straight edge for a few weeks ..maybe, ha.




Awww, poor best friend in her hospital clothes. Haha!

Day saver.

Quick summary: Had lunch with Jenny and Eunice babies at the Village. I came home before my momma usually comes home from work since i'm grounded, but she wasn't even home. I don't even think she's home yet. Oh well, It's gonna be a good day tomorrow, I hope.

So day by day my blogs start to get boringer and boringer. So I try my best to blog about something important, something that's worth reading. So hopefully, as I blog today, something inspiring comes to mind and I can impact someone in some good way today :) Because i've come to realize how much I care about everyone around me. Not only the people I call my bestfriends, but even if i've just met you. Because everyone is alike in some way or another, some show it and some don't.

Just by talking to one person, i've learned something today. See, life brings new things to you each and every day. People just don't see it. Man, i'm always so "dgaf" about everything, but I finally realize that caring is what I do. I was talking to Shannon today and he tells me about something. And I tell him about my past experience and how I felt and how the other felt and it turns out that it's the same exact situation. Life repeats itself so much in every person and that's why some people need to stop being bitches and sympathize a little. I try not to judge because once you finally get to know someone and their background, you realize why they are the way they are. A few days ago, someone asks me if I know a person and they tell me she's a bitch. But coincidentally, the weekend before, I met that same girl through a friend and she talks about the drama that's happened in her life. So maybe that's why she's such a "bitch" to people. Because her best friend made out with the guy she had a thing with behind her back. And maybe now she's learned not to throw out her trust to just anyone anymore. Because this world is full of liars, fakes, cheaters, deceivers, hypocrites, backstabbers, bitches, sluts, and self-centered people, who knows who you can trust?

As for me, I was hurt so much by my ex cause every time we broke up, he'd hook up with a buncha girls. But hey, I grew stronger cause of that and now I don't take shit from anyone. But that's just why I am the way I am. That's why I was so dgaf about everything up until today, when Shannon helped me realize that I actually do care, and I actually like to. Some people might see me as a bitch or whatever, but it's not like I was born like that, experience has changed me in so many ways and only if you knew, you'd understand. Yeah, i've become bitchier, meaner, and alla that, but at the same time, i've never found myself in such a caring, mature, understanding era in my life. I've learned to look at BOTH sides and understand where people are coming from. I've learned that it's not always about who's right or who's wrong, it's about finding a place IN BETWEEN where you can both meet. So, stop judging. Whatever you're saying about people is probably being said about you. And people always go, "You don't know me." But are you just being a hypocrite when you say that? Cause everyone has it in them, but you just have be the judge of what to believe and what not to believe and maybe try to understand people. But what can we do? It's life .. and some people never learn.

Thanks, Shannon. Today's blog was inspired by you and you were the daymaker! G'dnight everyone!




And I could go on and on about how much I love my girls ..but that's for another day :)

It was good day.

This morning, woke up late cause school started at 9:47a.m. so I got to class and I was wide awake! Took the test, not too shabby. Then lunch rolls around..

We had this really good talk today @ lunch with the girls. We talked about God, numba 1 in this world, and boys, numba 2 in this world .. haha naht! But anyways, we talked about how we absolutely hate learning about evolution and who believes or doesn't believe in ghosts and what not. Jenny says she saw a ghost on the Queen Mary when she was a wittle guhl so she believes, ha. Then we talked about boys, blah blah. Yes, we bonded. =) & I really think that this blogging helps us all let out our true feelings about our group and it lets us connect more. OH, and Judy!, I'm talking about the New Year's Eve thing. Unlike some people, I love how we can both be tough on each other when working out a problem and squashing it in less than five minutes, both saying sorry, no one right, no one wrong. It's how real bestfriends do it!

Went to Starbucks with the bffl earlier. We had this incredible talk about life. I told her about how much I've learned from my past experiences and how i'm so much better off now. I love how even though were one grade apart, we feel no age difference between us, even though she's only 3 months younger, but still. Our talk today was sooooo deep. I swear. Both of us almost cried at one point. I wish I could type out everything we talked about cause it was hella moving but i'm tired. So yeah, mad bonding with the bffl today.

License next Thursday, nigggggas! I'm ha-ha-ha-haaaapppy with life right now :) Finals are over. 4-day weekend. Bonding with the people I love. Finally getting some sleeeeep! So goodnight everyone. Have fun at school tomorrow for whoever still has it, haaaa. Now pikchas!

Now let's be real.

As usual, I'll start off with an update of today then I'll get on with my little rants. English final, B+ nigga! Two hours in dance, got a little sweaty in there, but it's just the good stuff.

I love how the girls and I have all got into this blogging thing, ha. I love doing things together with them cause for real.. Girls, I never tell you guys this stuff, but honestly, It feels so good to just kick it with all you guys at once. It's like we bond in some weird way but I love it cause I feel like were all on the same page, like we all relate in some unspoken way, and the way we think is so to the point. I don't know, maybe i'm just corny. But cause of that, I really hope we get to that point that Eunice wrote about in her blog about going to each other's weddings and kid's first birthdays & all that cute ish. Babygirls f'life, love you all!

Now to today's realizations. I'm starting to remind myself to keep moving forward and get used to be single. But at the same time, I need to remind myself that just because i'm single doesn't mean I should go out and party all the time. Drinking and smoking is NOT, I repeat, NOT good for your health, Viv. Yeah, I got to remember that -__-. I'm already getting lazier and lazier in dance these days. I think i'm going to start dancing a lot more to get my mind off of everything cause dancing makes me happy. Yeah, I think that's what i'm gonna do. Hey! I solved my own problem while typing out my blog. Haha, I love this thang.

Okay well get ready because i'm about to get really blunt. So today, Trick i/m's me and starts to apologize. And if you read this. I just want you to know that I did not take in your apology at all. I mean, get real girl, if you're gonna apologize, at least pretend to be sincere about it cause honey, common .. really?, you really don't know that a fake apology isn't gonna get me any more against you. Especially if you're gonna start that shit off with "I don't care if you still hate me or not but .. " Chick.. You should've just not i/med me at all. Shit, you're stubborn. Whatever though, you live your life the way you feel is right and I'll live mine.

So i'm going to end this blog off saying that i'm really pleased with the way the day went. I got in a little, not much, but at least SOME studying. Tomorrow is the last day of finals and 4-day weekend starts after 1a cause I don't have a second final. Too bad i'm on lockdown but I bet him ice cream & a movie that i'll be able to get out this weekend & I don't lose bets. So boy, I got chu!

Sorry today's blog wasn't a philosophical one, but hey, this blogging gets addicting. Music relaxes my soul. And I say that cus it just hit me right now listening to this chill song. I'll post up pictures again from 6th period today for all your entertainment cause I know my blogs are boring, sorry. I'll post something more interesting next time but for now, too bad niggers.

Ps. I miss my friends. It's time to visit them next week!