Good Ol' Days

Back to the good ol' days where every weekend consisted of drankin', smokin', dancin', partyin'! Woooo! Senior year is way too fucking chill. No homework. Short classes. And early out every days. So I have to party to keep myself from dying of boredom. Bitches, I'm back =) And it's time to LIVE IT UP, niggeeees.

P.S. "Family" dinner on Saturday. Love them. Brothas, sistas, uncles, child. Hahaha, all gonna be there!
P.P.S. I wanna drive my mom's van lol!

Waiting.

So the wait continues, Booboo. It's depressing but that's life. I just can't wait till life works it's magic on us and things start to look up again. I'm HOPING though that if it comes during senior year then it's all happy and not a walking stress giver. Y'already know I hate when they come along with stress! When the first signs of stress appear, then PAYCE, dunzo. But i'll be so happy when finally, I get one different from the rest. Cause now it's apparent to me, I see more clearly now! Gotta make the smart choices now. Cause real talk..
"Don't live for today, but for tomorrow's satisfactions."

I see all these familiar faces back at school. Some pleasant, other's.. not so pleasant. Some are hella buggin'. I really wish that you'd mature up. But I know it's not going to happen. You're you. You do how you do. So i'm not gonna say anything. There is nothing I can do or say that will effect you. Time tells and I know it. So how 'bout you let me do me. Quit talkin'. Quit judgin'. Quit actin'. Cause you don't know wsup. Stop playing this stupid game. You tell someone something then tell me anotha. We WILL find out. And I've ALREADY found out. Stop tryna please others when you can't even please yourself. I don't even really know who YOU are. I know who I am, I know who she is. You don't gotta show me who she is. How 'bout you show me you this time? I'd appreciate it, and that's when i'll finally be satisfied with our relationship.

Happy times. Happy times. Don't leave me now.


P.S. Blogging's getting addicting again.
P.P.S. SENIOR YEAR, do me goooood, please
P.P.P.S. "But really can me and bestieboo stop waiting DAMN!!!! 16 years for me 2 weeks for her! SHIEEET NIGGA" - BOOBOO. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Y'know what?

I'm tired of posting dumb ass blogs and having you read them to find out how I feel. I'm just gonna tell you straight up. Too bad almost every way to contact you has been cut off! But i'll just blog out my feelings till I get a chance to talk to you. But it's time we considered not talking to each other for a while. I knew things would get awkward between us.. When do they never? Exactly the reason why I didn't want to start that whole thing in the first place. I was so happy with the way our friendship was and now it's all fucked up. It sucks, it really does. Hopefully later on, thing's improve. Well, that's only if you want them to. If not, then it's coo. I ain't trippin. So i'll catch ya on the flip side, nigga! Deuces.

ON ANOTHER NOTE
Gonna go swimming with a very missed nigga right after school! :) This heat is KILLIN'. Must tan, and must never look like ChanChan..ever.

SENIORS

First day of school today. Got out at 11:09. Zero period is eh, didn't do shit though, sat there. First period T.A., didn't do shit, sat there. Second period Econ, didn't do shit, wrote down rules. Third period dance, sat there. Rally A, worst rally ever ): Seniors lost the spell out...what, the, HELL! I heard they won second rally spell out. Good job, though mah niggas :) Fourth period english with Henson, ya craazy asss nigga. She talked to us about the wierdest shit and told girls to get rid of their boyfriend's senior year HAHA. "Boyfriends are stress and you don't need that senior year." Ahahah, AMEN though. And then we saw her..She looks hella different. Not necessarily good different either. Yeah..Mos def not good different. Aha. All in all, the first day of school was hella boring. I actually kinda wish I had some homework to take up some of my time. We got pho after school in Walnut cause fuck DB! and then just cruised around for like 3 hours and then when there was seriously nothing to do, we finally headed back home. It was still like 1:45ish when I got home, though -_- I neeeeed a job to take up some of my spare time, seriously. Give me that call back already pleeeeease! )=

But SENIORS ARE WSUP. The underclassmen are WHACK.

Single

LIFE. Back to the most missed part of my life! Aha. Bullshit free, stress free, having fun, and livin' it up like it's supposed to!<3 It's time to get back to school, though. This last week of summer has been hella unproductive. So that's why i'm kinda glad school's made it's way back around. I get out at like 10:17 on the first day anyways so I have to go to school for about 3 hours and then I can kick it again after! Catchin' lunch with all the closests. Hopefully, when we head back, it'll be drama free and stress free like we seniors imagine. New friends, old friends, school dances, and all the good stuff. All the while, Booboo and I sit back and wait for it to just come to us, cause when you wait instead of running around searching for it then it'll all be worth it in the end. And plus I think you're so freaking cute haha! BooBoo knows :) Time to swoooop in. LOL. Senior year .. It should be fun! It's the last year till we're off on our own so appreciate it while it lasts. On the other hand, I really hope I get that job so i'll have something useful to do from 4-9 everyday. And i'll be making that cash monay so it's all good in the neighborhood. Oh yeah, and I hate driving. I really do -__- So pick me up from now on please, thank you!! Okay well, nothing else to blog about. I just did this cause I was bored as fuh. Payce!

No title.

I just want to blog to get a couple things off my chest before school starts. So first things first, Things are going a little downhill now. Stress, annoyances, boredom, etc. It all starts, though, because of you. Of course, I care. But not enough anymore. So although it's not a good thing, there is still an up side to it. I know what I need and what I need isn't you. You're supposed to make me happy, and forget about all the bad out there. Be there for me when i'm having a bad day or just be the one thing I look forward to talking to every day even when nothing else is going my way. But I see myself having to push you away because your the very thing that puts me down. So where do I turn to then? All I have are my best friends. You say you get jealous cause i'm always with them or we have that connection and you're not at that point with me yet. But why do you think things are that way? I guess it's just cause we'll never connect in that fashion. But that's okay. Certain people click and others don't so there's nothing we can do but push each other away for good. I'm glad, though. Better sooner than later. But I guess I was right from the start. I didn't want it, but I gave it a chance.. Turned out to be worse than I would have ever thought. So there ya have it, first instincts are almost always accurate and my first instinct was at least 150% accurate. On the other hand, from the first day I told you that I didn't wanna lose our friendship so hopefully that's still wandering around somewhere in our relationship.. hopefully.

The last week of summer has been a little dull. We try to cram in so many events and we haven't followed any of them. There's nothing left to do but head back to school now. Luckily, there was not one day in my summer where I thought, "I just wanna go back to school now." Up until today, I think fun time has finally drained through the hourglass and it's time to get back on track! College apps are due mid-November but after those are all turned in and taken care of, life should be good. Back to our natural highs, yeah? Ha. This summer has been full of artificial euphoria. Am I right or am I right, BooBoo? Although the down side of going back to school is the fact that we'll all dread getting up any earlier than 12pm. Sucks. Oh well, i'll be out by 12 and going back home for those afternoon naps. Then HOPEFULLY, I can start work and start working from 4pm-9pm and making some cash money cause my wallet is completely dry now. Then after all that, hopefully we can find a nice boy who is actually worth lifting a finger for. They're like 4 leaf clovers nowadays. So fucking hard to find! Haha. And at the same time, maintain all these friendships we've made throughout this lovely summer of 09. Thank God we made it through this summer safely and healthy. We pray for everyone who was caught up in the accident yesterday night but life goes on, and with time, people will start to realize that. Say goodbye to those nice summer nights and say hello to my new Econ and math book. Woopee.

Summer 09

Summer's coming to an end! Just one more week and Diamond Bar and Walnut kids are all back in school. No big though, since summer's been pretty damn good to me. Were all slightly stressing, though. Cause of college apps and personal statements and all that shit which I haven't even started on yet, sheesh. And I still need to return my books, pay my late fees, check out my senior books, and get a 4th period sticker so I can get out at 12 -_-. Laggin' it! I'll get it all done this week. I have alot of back to school shopping to do! Sunday, let's go! So..SENIOR YEAR. Driving to school, the senior lot, getting out early, chill ass classes, good friends? I hate this tension that's built up between us. Damn, I just wish you wouldn't have been in whatever stage you went through to ignore us all. I hope you know that when school starts, it's gonna be hard to gain back our friendships and that's for damn sure. You've created this awkward vibe that everyone's tryna ignore. The only way we can ignore it, is to ignore you, sadly. We'll see what happens when school starts. First day lunch? Gonna grab lunch somewhere far. Fuck Diamond Bar! Haha, hopefully me and Booboo rekindle some old friendships along the year and find some people worth waiting for. THANK YOU to all the people who made my summer<3 And FUCK YOU to all you who impaired it. Once college apps are all turned in, i'll finally get the freedom i've been waiting for! Yogurt today? Mm..Virginia Blends :) Deuces.

P.S. I FUCKING HATE LIARS.

Relaxin'

Summer has been fucking chilllllll. Everyday with the usuals. BestieBOOBOO, Peelup, WOMPrasong, Big brother, Sis, etcccc. What else could you ask for? We all know what summer 09 is about, though. Rollin' rollin' rollin'. Lol. You guys should really cut back, it's for your own health ): I'm just concerned that's all cause you know I love each and everyone of you! More chillin' tomorrow, though. Gonna buy Love Fest outfit with bestiebooboo. More wasting of the money but s'all for a good cause haha. Love Fest is gonna be dope. I just hope you start being around more. It's like you're there sometimes, but when I really fiend for you..you're no where to be found. Sucks, but gotta have it. I'm in too deep and I can't turn back now. So hopefully things start to look up between us. On the other hand! Besties and booboo's are always around..love it! Registration today also. I get out at lunch so the year is gonna be chill as fuck. I love my life and everything going on in it..and nah! It's not the ecstasy. It's allll real :)